internet

mood: tired
listening to: O2R

okay, the internet is still slow. I'm also downloading BS Player Pro. But no one is seeding it at the moment so its pretty fucked up and stuck. GAH! I was to finish downloading O2Rs DVD tomorrow by downloading 2 today and 2 tomorrow. But NOOOO... The internet had to stop my downloading. Stupid piece of shit.

I HATE END OF THE MONTHS!

mood: GAHGHAHGAHGLKADHGKLADHKHRWIUEQHBFKJAFNDSK
listening to: something by clearveil.

I'M SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN EVERYTIME AT THE END OF THE FUCKING MONTH. FOR FUCKS SAKE. SOMEONE DO SOMETHING OR I'LL TRASH MY ROOM. GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1











































----------------------TEME!!!!! TEME!!!!

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mood: PISSED!
listening to: Sacrifice - Venus

THE INTERNETS SLOWNESS IS PISSING ME OFF AND MY FUCKING CAPSLOCK ISN'T ENOUGH TO FUCKING RELEASE HOW FUCKING ANGRY I AM. IT WAS WORKING FINE A FEW MINUTES AGO. AND IT WAS HALF WAY DONE. IT TOOK HOURS TO GET TO THAT POINT AND IT GOT FUCKING STUCK AND I HAD TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I WANT TO FINISH DOWNLOADING IT ALREADY!!! GAH I WANT TO TAB THE FUCKING SONGS. I WANT TO FUCKING WATCH IT. SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME OR I SWEAR I'LL DO IT MYSELF. GHAHAHAGHGHAHGHGAHGAHGGHAGHGHAGHGAHAHGGAHGHGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGHAGHGAHGAHGAGGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGG




























































GAH!!! ITS STILL ON 1.9MB!!!!!!!! FATHER MAKE THE INTERNET FASTER DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!

Umm...

mood: Umm...
listening to: Mom flushing the toilet.

I think I should download 2 parts of O2Rs DVD today. So Tomorrow. I get to watch it! Wohoo! *dances* *sings Naihishinsho & エトセトラ* Wohoo! I watched one of O2Rs comments and when they say the band name they say it like One O'clock. Which explains the katakana name and how they got ONE OK ROCK. ワンクロシク.

Man. I should really pay attention to my language studies. I seriously have to continue it. Since now I have Chinese to learn too. Papa, wants us to learn Chinese too. And I'm taking this chance to learn. I actually want to learn Chinese. Its the best way to learn how to read Kanji. 雨月木虎将嵯峨。Thats about all I know. hehehe. Ame, Tsuki, Ki, Tora, Shou and Saga. Man... I suck.

Random Thought of the Day

If I lived in Japan. My hobby would be going to Lives.

Ya

mood: Nya~!
listening to: Naihishinsho - One ok rock.


I should seriously empty my yahoo inbox and my DA aswell. Gah... okay... Lets EMPTY!!

O2R DVD

mood: Happeh
listening to: Nada making noise.


I'm watching anime... WOHOO.

I finally downloaded a part of O2R. 5 more to go. Wohoo! 250MB each. Gah.... hours upon hours of downloading. I'm gonna download Bleach the movie. after that. >_>

Oh fuck off...

mood: upset
listening to: Lost my blood - Leviathan.

When I have School phobia. I have school Phobia. For fuck sake. I WILL NOT GO TO REAL COLLEGE. Not if my life depends on it. I know I'm ruining my own life by saying that. But I don't fucking care. I will live my life as a burden to my parents. I don't care. Don't talk to me bout college. Its scary then anything. I don't want to go. I don't I don't! If you make! I'll kill myself. YOU HEAR ME. I will KILL myself. I'll never learn to be independent. I will never be like everyone else. Do NOT try to make me into someone everyone knows I can't be. For fuck sake. When you talk about college with my little sister make sure the fucking door is closed. I don't want to hear how everyone is going to finish their school the normal way. While I'll be alone in the freaking house being a pathetic loser because I have a phobia I can't deal with. I've accepted what I am already. Just don't talk me into doing things I don't want to do. I will envy everyone I know who will finish their education. I will envy their laughter with their new friends. I will envy their freaking courage to do things on their own. I can't do fucking shit. !!!!!!!!!

I AM NOT GOING TO GO!!! I'M NOT GOING TO GO! I don't care how much fun I'll have. I don't want to go. I don't care if I'll never marry. I don't care if I don't have future. I DO NOT CARE. I know exactly whats going to happen to me. If there is nothing more to wait living for. I know exactly. what. to. do.

iTunes + Hana Yori Dango Final

mood: inlove
listening to: Megane Fetish 1984 - Nana

I love iTunes.


THERE IS A HANA YORI DANGA FINALE!!! AND ITS A MOVIE DAMMIT!! WOOHOOO!!

designing

mood: creative
listening to: something by maximum the hormone.

I was in a creative mood... check out what I did.