the magic words are...

Wonderful, every little detail of the current week is just WONDERFUL. meh.
How come I find it that every time our Alma mater graces us with exams they decide to dump all this shit on me. Are you guys really that bored or what? You all do know that IM FUCKING TRYING TO GET INTO HONORS and keeping my grades up amongst an easy curriculum is difficult cause I'm not the only one with the 1.12GPA. NO ONE seems to understand the main point why I'm so pissed off at you people when you appoint me with a large to do list and you begin to bitch because I FOR THE FIRST TIME don't do as I am told to do for like 5 minutes and I end up doing it anyways. ITS EXAM WEEK PEOPLE! Its the most important part of my fucking goal I want to achieve. If you are so determined to distract me from my ONE GOAL I really want to accomplish in front of actual people for the first time in my ENTIRE life. Go screw yourself. I. AM. NOT. LETTING ANYONE GET IN MY WAY.

No one.

writers lost perception.

I feel ARGH.



.-.

grueling

I've began to feel the wearisome depths of my mind. It has been neglecting me. I have started to feel normal. I don't see that ever inspirational darkness I once had constantly. Ha. I guess, I didn't need to pay a shrink. It was all due time. All due fucking time. I assume it was all because of my present solitude I'm contemplating on what I've lost and gained. I watched as the pieces of my personality undulate.

ire and envy.

with every indignation i feel towards the despicable sin we call envy. I have dropped utterly to my knees in front of it. I'm sorry, I'm now drawn to feel as if I was you when you watched me leave your radar.

indignation.

What have I done to deserve the selflessness that you treat me with? Have I done anything utterly vexatious to deserve this downright immaturity play that you never were. That loathsome entity has done so much more to you than I ever did. Do you honestly think I fall under that belt of obnoxiousness? Do you contemplate with integrity, that I am able to downgrade my maturity level enough to utterly betray you? I haven't had the rightfulness to even try. That is after all what friendship is, right?

Have you always been thus? Have you always been a duplicitous and inscrutable asshole, with the ability to change the mask you call your face, around others? You two-faced dick.

I'm disappointed and most of all I'm hurt.
You're nothing but one of them.

Making up for experiences

I'm involved in:

• Essay writing for 'Environmental Awareness'
• Cheerleading for sportsfest
• Designing Posters
  
• and so much freaking more.
  

I'm excited that I'm actually being really active.
It makes me feel so productive.~ w00t!

Anniversary

One whole year yesterday!
I love you hun. ♥



I hope we'll grow as a couple and will continue how we are now but with a little awesome kinks in between. ♥o♥ Hehehehehe. *hugs*

Picture above is of Ani our new addition to the family. ^^ Given to me by you know who.

Inspiration ♥

Inspiration (c) Najla Qamber

To be inspired is great, but to inspire is an honor
- Najla Qamber

2010 Typography

Decade (c) Najla Qamber
Image (c) Najla Qamber

Since DA doesn't work.
I'm going to post this up here.

Let me explain this little piece of art.
Decade, is created to look vintage since 2010 is a mark of age. Another year ended another year begins. Basically, We're getting old.

Stroke

Started this a few days ago. I was inspired to draw with color pencils so I did. I'm not very good at it. But I tried! I'll try again soon.

For now, I'm going to finish designing my 2010 Calender. I'll show you guys how it looks after I'm done with all 12 months done.

a/n: for some odd reason I drew yomis eyes a little softer than the pic. dang it. T-T I always do this.