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Thursday, April 30, 2009

when hiding under blankets seem too childish to do anymore.

(changes mood too thoughts at the moment) Thoughts at the moment: "When I look back on everything that has happened the past 4 months. I just see how much has happened."


*sigh*
So I'm back.
Not much for writing up everything that has happened over at the Philippines here.
It was fun despite me wanting to come back here every minute of every day. Having something or someone so far away from me kinda drove me over the edge. Pissed me off actually. haha.
I'm glad I'm back though. Sigh.

Came back 5 days before the actual flight. I'm very happy about it at least now, I can actually take a breather from work and a vacation that didn't seem so much like a vacation. It was more tiring, walking about the areas like there is no such thing as cars. We had a couple of bad encounters. Close encounters with snatchers and killer taxi drivers that don't fucking give a damn if they're going to be hitting a person crossing the fucking street! DIE MURDERS!

Well then I'm glad thats over.
What I'm slightly worried about is work next week. I'm worried that maybe I've gotten used to the long days without it that when I go back I won't be staying long before I leave again in fright. Especially when my sister has left that job behind her. But thats just a slight worry. I know that theres something- sorry someone that'll keep me sane and will comfort me and make me forget that theres nothing to be afraid of. I need him as much as he needs me. >.< I dont think I can get through this without him. T-T and I thought I would be a fucked up loser, with no work and no courage. that all changed yea?.

I just remembered Naz telling me, "Dude... stop working, stop acting like youre freaking 45! and start being a kid again! You're too young to be a workacholic" Lol, I honestly don't know how the hell I got into all this. actually I do. Its cause of her! She passed my portofolio to my boss 7 months ago. *sigh* I'm so close to a year working there. A year experience at a full fledged design studio. That would look great on my cv. But now to create a portofolio. Looks like I'm going to have to print all my work. Time to call union! Too bad I'll just be there for like 9 months. and I'm gone. back to school for me. Maybe I'll be a freelancer until I'm done with both my business course and design course. I'll probably end up going to two different universities but thats alright. As long as I have experience and the degrees and all that freaking freelance work to add shit to my portfolio.



Never thought I'll be in this situation.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

omg

mood: awake
listening to: the tv.



They have nhk!!! OMG! *dies*


I miss everyone already.!!! grrrrrr

I'll be bak in manila on the 15th. 6 days in Davao? gahhhhhhhhhhhhh

noez.

Its 9:20 am here.

woke up at like 15 past 7.
my cousins slept over and I'm starving now.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

battery

mood: sad

My battery is about to die. T-T


I'm in Dubai!!!!