Saturday, December 4, 2010

AMAZING Giveaway from Bibliophilic Book Blog!

The holiday season is in and there are loads of amazing book giveaways by awesome book blogs! But some of them only accept US and Canada Entries. Sadly, I know how that feels to be excluded but you can't really blame them. The shipping is expensive overseas! Here is one amazing giveaway from both entries (yes, including international).

It would be awesome if I was able to win my first giveaway.!

Anyways, My book blog will be up and running as soon as university is out, and I'll be stalking loads of book blogs and comment on their awesome reviews. :D

Again! Don't miss out on Bibliophilic's great holiday giveaway!


Saturday, November 6, 2010


Nada calls her Madam V.
I know looks fucked. Had to do the entire thing without erasing anything.

little things that make me smile


I once dreaded the moment when a sudden revelation dawned on me which brought me nothing but apoplectic and self disappointment because I became those I hated the most.

But the little things I did for self amusement changed that all and made me smile. I have more to live for than just those who bring me sadness and pain.

I deserve more and better.
Art truly brings me freedom.

[VTOP] Blue Bloods - Revelations

Title : Revelations
Series : Blue Bloods
Volume : 3
Author : Melissa Dela Cruz
Hero/Heroine: Schuyler Van Alen
Werewolves : ----
Vampire : New learnt powers!
Witches : ----
Gods/Goddesses : LUCIFER!
Hotties : Oliie! Olliiieee! I hate you Jack. Go die!
Sexual Tension : Meh.
Romance : "I love you" Princess Leia said. "I know" Han said.
Fight Sequences : Loads. I loved the whole exciting bit where loads of ppl get... okie. i won't spoil.
Deaths : 5 - 6?
Teenage Angst : OH the angst! *Dies*
Comments : Revelations is so much better than the last 2. The excitement and how everything is explained, it makes you go. I KNEW IT or OMFG. Though, I hope I can remember it all when I read the next part.
Stars : 6/10 stars.

Saturday, October 30, 2010


i won't bother with capitalization or anything uniform and correct. I'd rather stay random and spontaneous just this time.

spending the entire week wondering why the damn hell i was left feeling like a boring fuck from each side of my shoulders. Am i not interesting? or did you all just turn mute? i see people turning away and walking off with their sorry excuses that i always tend to shrug off. do i smell or something? am i really that boring or do I have a large pigment mutation growing on my forehead thats starting to gross people out. it seems as if i'm the only one trying my best to conver and entertain. what am i doing wrong?

i'm trying to be as positive as i can with my current situation and ignore anything that comes into my mind about these things that seem to keep on reoccurring. but i can't help it. i'll always think outside the box and end up putting myself down. there i go again blaming myself for doing nothing wrong.

ha. i enjoy writing here. no matter how much hurt and annoyance i dip into these words, no one will step outside their comfort zone and ask me if i was alright. i should call this a diary and not a fucking blog. meh.

there was only one person that always reacted to my pathetic little dabbles. but hes not here anymore. hes somewhere far and barely a phone call away.

it amuses me how i read and end up not being mentioned at all. how nice. did i really not happen to pop up in your life? ha.

i wonder how many bruises will be inflicted before i write something like this again.
i hope it takes forever because right now, i loathe the negativity. but its not something you can just run away from especially when everyone seems to keep on catapulting your positive fortification.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

The Need Series by Carrie Jones

I just recently got into a new series. This time with pixies!
Its just page turning. You can't stop reading it. It has a creepy feeling to it.

I can't wait to read Entice which is the 3rd installment to this and is coming out on December 2010. Hopefully, I can get it here on time. Bahrain needs more bookstores!

Monday, October 11, 2010

[VTOP] Blue Bloods - Masquerade

Day: 22
Title : Masquerade
Series : Blue Bloods
Volume : 2
Author : Melissa Dela Cruz (still kinda feel awkward cause shes fili)
Hero/Heroine: Schuyler Van Alen
Werewolves : Something like one but not really. They're called silver bloods.
Vampire : Things are getting complicated, people are getting nightmares and crap but they're not like super superhero.
Witches : None.
Gods/Goddesses : Abbadon, and Azrael
Hotties : Meh, hot yea. Oliver! and that dude... Kingsley.
Sexual Tension : Its coming up. ^^
Romance : the romantic tension is there. I want to kiss you noo... I shouldn't cause it'll ruin us. Blah blah.
Fight Sequences : not so much, but its still there.
Deaths : 1
Teenage Angst : nearly nothing.
Comments : I liked this part better than the 1st because there was a masquerade ball where pretty cute stuff happened. Sorry, I can't remember so stuff because I read a pixie book after. This series is kind of meh. I prefer HoN.
Stars : 5/10 stars.

Friday, September 17, 2010

[VTOP] Blue Bloods

Day: 14
Title : Blue Bloods
Series : Blue Bloods
Volume : 1
Author : Melissa Dela Cruz (shes a Fili! bwahahha)
Hero/Heroine: Schuyler Van Alen
Werewolves : nothing so far.
Vampire : Okay, this is one interesting kind of vamp. They're called Blue Bloods (yes their blood is actually blue) anyways, when they die naturally their memories and knowledge are saved into their blood until they are born again. Its like a century old USB! bwahahahaha. ^-^
Witches : None.
Gods/Goddesses : More like Archangels like Michael and Gabrielle and crap.
Hotties : Meh, hot yea. Dylan, Oliver (I think hes gay) and Jack.
Sexual Tension : Between a few.
Romance : Its not getting there yet.
Fight Sequences : Not much of it yet.
Deaths : 2
Teenage Angst : Not much either.
Comments : This was a pretty good read, I liked how Angels were involved, they're very rich and kind of like Gossip girl minus the drama and plus the vampires. There's no angst just yet and I love how everything is fixed starting with the Plymouth embarking and the Croatans and how they find out they're a blue bloods. The thing I didn't like was the whole fact that sometimes within blue bloods twins marry one another. Thats gross. -.- Lol.
Stars : 5/10 stars. (because I want to read the next part)

Monday, September 13, 2010

Movie list! (to download)

I want to download more movies. T-T

10 things I hate about you
Marie antoinette
Copying Beethoven
Sleepy Hollow *yay*
A room with a view [2008]
Music from another room
Music of the heart
Dear John
Pretty in Pink
Sex in the City 1 & 2
Sisterhood of the traveling pants 1 & 2
Funny Lady
Land of the Lost
Monsters vs alien
All about steve
Love happens
Ninja Assassin
Serious Moonlight
Secret to Moonacre
Cats and Dogs the movie
G force
(500) Days of Summer
A Christmas Carol
Horton Hears a Who!

Original Sin
Wuthering Heigths (2009)

I can't think of anymore.

Friday, September 10, 2010

[VTOP] House of Night - Burned

Day: Lets start back to 7 and then I'll actually count the days. ^-^
Title : Burned
Series : House of Night
Volume : 7
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : Non-existent!
Vampire : The Red One is someone to admire. Shes so nice. Stark is so honorable and strong and shizz.
Witches : They get to Scotland and you'll find a whole different power. So cool.
Gods/Goddesses : Nyx keeps on showing up. Poor Kalona so freaking heart broken.
Sexual Tension : Somewhere near the end and between the beauty and the beast.
Romance : The beauty and the beast start to feel something between each other thats beyond their blood bond and more is to come from Stark and Zoey.
Fight Sequences : The one with the bulls was so awesome but the Kalona made arena was just FULL ON COOL.
Deaths : 1 + I dunno 4-5?
Teenage Angst : Boy issues for the red one.
Comments : Now, this is annoying. Its the last book that came out so far. I can't wait for awaken. I might buy it for myself. Anyways, this Volume was amazing. I especially looked forward to what happens between Rephaim and Stevie Rae. I think they're my favorite pair since Stark and Zoey which was fairly new. Some many things about this book I really really liked. But I rather not get into the details because they'll be spoilers for you guys! ^-^ This series is highly RECOMMENDED!
Stars : 9/10 stars.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

[VTOP] House of Night - Tempted

Day: 6 (3 days after I read Hunted)
Title : Tempted
Series : House of Night
Volume : 6
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : Non-existent!
Vampire : Stark is such a great vamp. Erik sucks as a vamp and Darius is just *-*.
Witches : They're more powerful now then ever and Jack (giggles) Electron gift from Nyx? Seriously?
Gods/Goddesses : A Nyx incarnate and her consort Erebus. BULLSHIT. Go die Neferet.
Sexual Tension : Not much. But theres a lot of fluff. But the raven boy part was kind of ewe.
Romance : -.- not much.
Fight Sequences : Some, but not all. More like struggle and stuffies.
Deaths : 2
Teenage Angst : Boy issues, over and over again.
Comments : This was a good read. I loved how so many things started happening and all that it made me feel all O_O thats so cool and shit. Stark and Darius become extra special to their girls and Stevie Rae gets buddy buddy with a rave dude. I'd say OMG! I love this. But the ending sucked. I hated the ending. If you're reading this volume you better have the next book ready for you on your shelf.
Stars : 8/10 stars.

[VTOP] House of Night - Hunted

Day: 5 (didn't read until like 3 days later, so that does count)
Title : Hunted
Series : House of Night
Volume : 5
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : Never coming!
Vampire : Neferet is such a bitch. Shes getting more powerful and its pissing me off. She needs to die!
Witches : They're beginning to learn how to use their powers more fully.
Gods/Goddesses : Mr. Lucifer gets kicked to Timbuktu.
Hotties : Darius, Stark, Heath, Kalona. Oh and fuck Erik he is so uncool.
Sexual Tension : Here and there
Romance : O-O
Fight Sequences : Birdies are really killing right now. Its not even normal. They're creepy.
Deaths : -
Teenage Angst : Still vague
Comments : I don't remember what happened much cause I went through this book and then to the next and completely forgot to write this and got confused on which book says what. It tends to get confusing when there are too many volumes. But I love it either way. Anyways, this book was so exciting and the amount of people having near death experiences is really making me go all O_O and all X-X. Oh yea, and Kalona is just -.-'
Stars : 5/10 stars.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

[VTOP] House of Night - Untamed

Day: 4
Title : Untamed
Series : House of Night
Volume : 4
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : No wolves just a very big yellow dog.
Vampire : I got over the adult backstabbing vampires. Now, I'm loving the Kool as adult vamp warriors. Super kool.
Witches : Grandma Redbird is awesome and Zoey and her friends are really getting way too awesome for their own good.
Gods/Goddesses : A lucifer popped out. I think he was more like Zeus or something. Nyx is still as awesome as she always was.
Hotties : Darius and Erik is just. *argh*
Sexual Tension : Not much.
Romance : -.-
Fight Sequences : Does fighting birds count. I think they're going to have to kick the entire schools ass for this.
Deaths : almost.
Teenage Angst : Theres a vague amount of it.
Comments : Loving this volume. It actually had a fair about of everything and it balanced itself out except the part when the prophecy came in and totally kicked me in the butt. Theres a GOD?! I like things being matriarchal. Its much much cooler. *is totally not being sexist* ^-^I find it really admiring how The Casts wrote this. Loving the Mother daughter team work here. Its simply unputdownable. *I can't believe I just used that word*
Stars : 7.5/10 stars.

Monday, August 30, 2010

[VTOP] House of Night - Chosen

Day: 3
Title : Chosen
Series : House of Night
Volume : 3
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : None yet. But somehow I expect some to pop up.
Vampire : Okay, Stereotype Vamps starting showing up and I'm starting to really hate the adult vampires they're backstabbing bitches!
Witches : (are technically vamps) They're all getting pretty powerful and it amazes me on how cool their powers are! With the swooosh! Bam! BOOOm!
Gods/Goddesses : :D
Hotties : I hate Loren, I hate Erik! I hate all the guys in this! Cept Jack and Damien.
Sexual Tension : Fuck the tension. It sucks.
Romance : Screw this too!
Fight Sequences : Yes, and I wished it ended that evil backstabbing bitch! ARGH!
Deaths : 2
Teenage Angst : Made me cry like a baby. Its not even funny.
Comments : This Volume got me so pissed off as soon as I finished the last few chapters. This is unbelievable. Now, Zoeys gotta deal with this crap on her own!?? You've got to be kidding me.
Stars : 6/10 stars.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

[VTOP] House of Night - Betrayed

Just a reminder: I won't post of actual details of the books. I don't want to spoil it for anyone.

Day: 2
Title : Betrayed
Series : House of Night
Volume : 2
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : None yet. But somehow I expect some to pop up.
Vampire : They're getting cooler with every volume I read.
Witches : They're getting powerful! Its exciting!
Gods/Goddesses : :D
Hotties : Loren gets added to the bunch of guys thats on the spotlight this time. Together with more of Heath and Drew and Cole popping in.
Sexual Tension : Getting more intense guys! Hold onto your bookmarks (okay that was lame)
Romance : Loving it. Loving it. Give me more!
Fight Sequences : Once, and it was pretty cool. The elements are involved as well as a tunnel.
Deaths : *cries*
Teenage Angst : Angst is reeling in, not that bad. Its just how shitty she feels cause of all the stress and pressure she has to deal with .
Comments : The second book made me go "OMG" as much as the first one did. I don't think I'll ever get bored with this series (I might change my mind as I get into it more, maybe not). The best parts is the friendship shared within the group. I wish I had friends like that. *sigh* As well as the tension. *wipes brow* damn. I never know what will happen next and that keeps me reading!
Stars : 7.5/10 stars!

[VTOP] House of Night - Marked

I've made a little form kind of thing so I can fill it out every time I finish a Vamp Book.

Day : 1
Title : Marked
Series : House of Night
Volume : 1
Author : P.C. and Kristin Cast
Hero/Heroine: Zoey Redbird
Werewolves : None, I was really getting sick of them. I started seeing them in every typical vampire book. But this one doesn't seem to have any. Not in the first volume anyways.
Vampire : Most of them are! But I love how humane they are. They're powerful, beautiful and very unique. This is the first time I've heard of pretty tattoos on vampyres!
Witches : Vampyres in this book don't need witches. They're super powerful themselves with the powers of Nyx and the 5 elements.
Gods/Goddesses : Yep, again I say, this is so different from other vamp books I've heard of! I might change my mind once I get deeper into this project.
Hotties : TONS and I'm not kidding. Erik, Loren, Heath, and the list goes on.
Sexual Tension : The best parts of every vamp book! Its like they're about to but they never do. Cliffhanger much?
Romance : In this book lots. Makes me swoon every time the "Protector" comes in and wipes our heroines tears off.
Fight Sequences : Not much of it in the first book.
Deaths : nooot tellling!
Teenage Angst : I'm so happy to say this ! There isn't much of teenage angst in this volume and I ❤ the authors for it.
Comments : This was a great book. I couldn't stop turning the pages. Every time I put the book down I had to fight the urge to pick it up again. Love how Zoeys life is played. Slightly reminds me of HP because of the how she gets marked and gets called to a boarding school (thats like a castle) for vampyres so they can learn about vampyres as they go through the change of turning into one. Not much of fangs involved, not yet anyways!
Stars : 7/10 stars!

Vamp take over project

I brought excitement to myself as I came up with the idea of reading all the best selling vampire books out there. Since it is a trend right now. I'd like to see why each series and one-shot books are selling so well within the teen circle and how its taking over the book as well as the movie scene.

Lets see how far I get with this one!

Monday, August 9, 2010


It seems as if the opposites always sees us as the kind that will stay put at home, with no friends and no other life other than home duties and boredom and when we do figure out a way to wiggle ourselves out with the specs of dust that grows between the red and yellow bricks of the pavement. (also known as our friends who finally enter our lives and the opposites don't seem to care whether or not we are at home or out there on our own without them)

I'm surprised by the images of myself always constantly feeling jealous, out-landed and an obscure amount of dislike whenever the opposites seem to bounce around the world like its nothing but a smoothly flattened surface with not even a bumpy spec about it.

I dream of that one day, when I stop feeling so raveled and so unfair towards the opposites. I was never the victim but the suspect of such a hopeless crime that even the longest time in exile will never change.

Hoorah for my hopelessness and welted hopes of ever changing.

Plain silly

Magic magic
Boom boom?

I'm tired.
I'm wondering what I'll be doing in the next few days.
Ramadan is close I don't know what I'll be doing.
I wonder if anyone reads my blog. anyone? hellloooo?

*hears an echo*

okay... how sad.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

the magic words are...

Wonderful, every little detail of the current week is just WONDERFUL. meh.
How come I find it that every time our Alma mater graces us with exams they decide to dump all this shit on me. Are you guys really that bored or what? You all do know that IM FUCKING TRYING TO GET INTO HONORS and keeping my grades up amongst an easy curriculum is difficult cause I'm not the only one with the 1.12GPA. NO ONE seems to understand the main point why I'm so pissed off at you people when you appoint me with a large to do list and you begin to bitch because I FOR THE FIRST TIME don't do as I am told to do for like 5 minutes and I end up doing it anyways. ITS EXAM WEEK PEOPLE! Its the most important part of my fucking goal I want to achieve. If you are so determined to distract me from my ONE GOAL I really want to accomplish in front of actual people for the first time in my ENTIRE life. Go screw yourself. I. AM. NOT. LETTING ANYONE GET IN MY WAY.

No one.

writers lost perception.

I feel ARGH.


Thursday, May 20, 2010


I've began to feel the wearisome depths of my mind. It has been neglecting me. I have started to feel normal. I don't see that ever inspirational darkness I once had constantly. Ha. I guess, I didn't need to pay a shrink. It was all due time. All due fucking time. I assume it was all because of my present solitude I'm contemplating on what I've lost and gained. I watched as the pieces of my personality undulate.

ire and envy.

with every indignation i feel towards the despicable sin we call envy. I have dropped utterly to my knees in front of it. I'm sorry, I'm now drawn to feel as if I was you when you watched me leave your radar.


What have I done to deserve the selflessness that you treat me with? Have I done anything utterly vexatious to deserve this downright immaturity play that you never were. That loathsome entity has done so much more to you than I ever did. Do you honestly think I fall under that belt of obnoxiousness? Do you contemplate with integrity, that I am able to downgrade my maturity level enough to utterly betray you? I haven't had the rightfulness to even try. That is after all what friendship is, right?

Have you always been thus? Have you always been a duplicitous and inscrutable asshole, with the ability to change the mask you call your face, around others? You two-faced dick.

I'm disappointed and most of all I'm hurt.
You're nothing but one of them.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Making up for experiences

I'm involved in:

  • Essay writing for 'Environmental Awareness'
  • Cheerleading for sportsfest
  • Designing Posters
  • and so much freaking more.
I'm excited that I'm actually being really active.
It makes me feel so productive.~ w00t!

Thursday, January 14, 2010


One whole year yesterday!
I love you hun. ♥

I hope we'll grow as a couple and will continue how we are now but with a little awesome kinks in between. ♥o♥ Hehehehehe. *hugs*

Picture above is of Ani our new addition to the family. ^^ Given to me by you know who.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Inspiration ♥

Inspiration (c) Najla Qamber

To be inspired is great, but to inspire is an honor
- Najla Qamber

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 Typography

Decade (c) Najla Qamber
Image (c) Najla Qamber

Since DA doesn't work.
I'm going to post this up here.

Let me explain this little piece of art.
Decade, is created to look vintage since 2010 is a mark of age. Another year ended another year begins. Basically, We're getting old.


Started this a few days ago. I was inspired to draw with color pencils so I did. I'm not very good at it. But I tried! I'll try again soon.

For now, I'm going to finish designing my 2010 Calender. I'll show you guys how it looks after I'm done with all 12 months done.

a/n: for some odd reason I drew yomis eyes a little softer than the pic. dang it. T-T I always do this.