naihishinsho screencaps

listening to : yokubouni manchita Seinandan - ONE OK ROCK
mood: cheerful

The full videos screencaps.
Naihishinsho PV Screenshots

7:54

Listening to: U - scar.
Mood: PISSED OFFF!!!

I woke up at like 6:30! GAH! and the internet doesn't work. The only site that works is this. THANK GOD! I can spam.... and rant.

Mom, sorta woke me up while she was screaming at my little sister to get some of the plastic bags she was carrying. Shes on the way here, to pick up something, then she'll go buy some KFC for my little brothers christmas party at school. So I'm alone at home. Tita susan(our housekeeper) is downstairs feeding my grandmothers birds.

speaking of my grandmother, My great grandmother died last night. she was like 100 and something. I hope that doesn't affect us going to the mall. I haven't even met my greatgrandma.

and the only cousin that actually visits her is the eldest in our generation. the rest of us either never saw her or only saw her once.

GREAT NOW THIS SITE DOESN'T WORK!
GREAT now the only thing that works is the oor blog! >_< GAH! Ryota updated. aki of sadie updated too... thank god he like translates his own blog entries. I love him so much. hes awesome!

I'll go make icons while the internet is busy fucking up.
I have shit to do DAMNIT! I wanted an early start and i was hoping the internet would work.

I took a screenshot of my stupid firefox browser to show you haw fucked up everything is.
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Last night was pretty fun cause i was studying arabic and japanese its surprising how many words I can learn in one hour.

OMG! thank god for drafts I thought I had to write everything al over again.

ONE OK ROCK 1st Full Album

listening to : 内秘心書　－ONE OK ROCK
mood: overwhelmed!

OMFG!　ITS FUCKING HERE!!! >_> I got my copy of ゼイタクビョウ!!! they have pics in the fucking booklet!!! (O_O) and it came with a free booklet with sug and aki! MAN! I love my life. >_<

college?

雑誌！！

Listening to : doresu(dress) - abingdon boys school
Mood: bouncy

college? I'll be graduating on March. and I have no idea what course I want to take. GAHH!!!
Oh watever. >_>

from my camera. not naos blog. just so you know.
Okay I was reading, well I was trying to. Okay maybe I was just staring at pictures. >_> more specifically this page My little brother loves this page. Probably cause he really likes miyavi. He thinks hes awesome and crap. which is 100% true. I love 雅 he is just hot and hes awesome guitar skills. -drools- Okay I was staring at this page and I noticed how kool his hoodie is. now I want one. ><

My first ever jrock cd. which happenes to be O2Rs CD. ONE OK ROCK RULES!>_< I love them. I can't wait till their 1st full album gets sent to me. Its on its way actually. I'll probably get it umm... on the 3rd of December or early.
A9 is on my fucking mini display! YAY!!! i love them !
saga!!!
MONKEY! I was born in the year of the monkey. 1992.

this is the book I'm currently reading. The Professor by Charlotte Bronte. Awesome book. I can't stop reading it. >_> I wonder what kind of books saga-san reads. hmm....

My most favorite toy in the whole wide world. Its because It was given to me by my second mother. I love her soo much. >_<>_<>_<

poetry with pictures + O2R full album being shipped

Its 14:00

and I'm holding my diary, getting ready to write whatever I wrote her in there.
I burned shit loads of cds today. and discovered Sugar the band. >_> now I can't stop listening to them. They sound soo awesome. same goes with abingdon boys school and gossip. GOD! I love my life.

Cdjapan shipped off my copy of O2Rs first full album yesterday, I should get it on the 26th or on the 3rd of December.

Time for poetry.


direction

"direction...
I don't have it...
I have no direction in life
nothing left to live for
no reason to stay
no reason to hope
no reason to be strong
no reason to fight
no reason to pull open curtains
to walk through butterflies or woods
no reason to continue walking to no where.
I give up
I have no direction"

-Naj

white flag


I've been talking to myself,
My thoughts fixed on one goal
freedom
my feet takes me where I wanna go
It knows what I feel
HE knows what I feel and does nothing
I've been fighting
I've been losing
I am tired and scared
I hold the white flag of surrender to God
and left with the wind
never to be seen again.

-naj


Okay I'm done for today!!! I'm going to write this down in my diary.