WTF why do I have to make a new blog??? + takeru drawing + introduction + blue finger

OKAY SERIOUSLY!!!! did someone hack into my other one or something this is my Original blog http://whiteinmisery.blogspot.com/ I mean I wanted to update my blog with the exact email I was signed in google with and BOOM! i had to do everything all over again. You know what? my fcking blog is still there! it would've been better if it got deleted instead of like it lingering there not being updated!!!! I'M SOOO FUCKING PISSED!!!

Intro.
Ola meh amigos.

I am Naj,
Pencil/Digital artist who is also in a band as the Vocalist and bassist.
I love Jrock btw.

I'm looking for pictures of sadie on LJ for my sisters T-shirt design I'm going to make her.
The internet is being slow and I'm guessing my older sister is downloading movies again. (-__-)
I'm listening to ruri no ame by alice nine while posting on jrockheaven.freeforums.org I love that forum its so much fun there. and I'm bitching like fuck at the same time! and I'm trying to fix this fucking problem!! GAH!!!!

anyways My drawing book is filled with Jrockers. Lol.

heres my latest jrock drawing Takeru from SuG.
I pretty much like this. I love how I did his eyes. It took me like an hour to do. -faint- (T_T)

足連れ　たける!!　（＾３＾）

I love my keyboard! I learned how to programme it into Japanese! so I can type Katakana and hiragana.

This injury was cause by a certain car door that I hate with a passion. Tuesday afternoon, as usual during Ramadan. I and my mom went to pick my little siblings from school. I was reading like usual when I transfered to the back cause I was sitting in the front seat. while closing the car door I sorta closed it on my thumb I didn't feel anything I just pulled away my finger without opening the car door. slowly the pain came to me and I was in so much pain, and all I was thinking about was how the hell am I to draw, photomanipulate, digital paint or play the guitar. I was striped of my right hand thumb for a few days until I gathered the guts to go to the doctor. I was so fucking depressed I couldn't do anything without my fucking thumb. I wanted to cry every time someone mentions that I couldn't do what I love the most. I was crushed. and in great pain. My nail turned blue and it died, then the blue stuff(blood) ended up spreading all around my finger, I got scared and went to the doctor and crap. Dr.Sanjay an Indian doctor, he was nice so I wasn't so afraid then he told me that he'll be drilling holes on my nail without numbing drugs and crap, then he said "don't worry u won't feeling anything cause the nail is dead" and I said "but the skin underneath the nail isn't" in my head though. then he started using this small needle and drilling then he said "Nurse, can I have a bigger needle" thats where I got scared. I was looking away, he drilled like 4 holes before he found the right place where most of the blood came out, then there was blood everywhere! he bandaged it and we left the hospital. After like 2 days my finger is still leaking blood and all and I cant really use my thumb much, and the nail is going to outgrow the dead one probably in 6 weeks. or so. （－＿－） Hopefully when My thumb is no longer blue I'll be able to do stuff with it. Maybe it wont be blue next week or in a few days. And finally the hole stopped bleeding and my mom being weird and all stared pricking my finger in the blue areas around the nail. and my finger started bleeding ALOT! and no change what so ever. (><) I hate my life.

GOD!!!!!! I SERIOUSLY HATE MY LIFE!

I bought suspenders on monday and it looked sooo good with my jrock outfit.