cause of the rant

listening to : cold - kirito
mood: sad

well, I want this http://www.cdjapan.co.jp/apparel/apparel_detail.html?KEY=NEOAPP-2667# but I can't have it now can I? I haven't asked my mom. so I wouldn't know. but i just GAH! I dont know whats wrong with me. I just want it but I'm not doing anything to get. GAH! I don't care if I finish my eid money. I want it. its just 9 dinars including tax and shipping. aww.... It has a DVD. it has a fucking DVD! with the boys of sadie, 12012 & an cafe. I MEAN SERIOUSLY! I suck! I officially suck!

I hate being obsessed with jrock. its just not fair. its just not fair.