im online?

mood: still tired
listening to: sink - 9goats black out.

yeah, 'm still on Big deal. I was preoccupied.
i haven't been studying language for a awhile now.
and I'm disappointed in myself because I haven't. I'm wasting precious time.
Hopefully I can start again In the middle of the month. I'm almost done with homeschooling 31 paces left.

In my free time.
I've been writing a short Victorian story, that I thought would be fun writing.
It is also a place that I throw in all my teenage angst feelings together with my unrequited love experience and the aching pain in my heart that I really grew addicted to. I actually like the pain. *crawls in dark corner and smiles* Its eating through the hole in my heart. LOL. how poetic.