I'm crying in front of her and she doesn't care at all. Nada even.
I'm not going to be talking to either of them for awhile.
I think its the same for renz.
Gah I cant stay in here. I'm sobbing too much.
Shes laughing with nada right now. while I'm here sobbing slightly. cause of my little 'trying to stop crying' thing awhile ago.
I'm just going to be the silent person again.
I'm completely helpless.
I need someone to talk to. But I'm too scared to talk. I might break down completely, this time.