Now, I'm scared.
I might lose the Yans, and my other friends too.
I can't handle that.
They'll all hate me if nikki says stuff about me. I didn't do anything wrong. She just... okay. If she doesn't want to ever have me as a friend. I'm not okay with that. But what can I do? I can't talk her out of it. Shes stubborn. I don't think she'll listen even.
I've been crying on and off the whole night.
The band will go on without me. I think I got myself kicked out.
I don't think I can go out anymore either. Wait I can. I'll go with Nasreen.
I feel so fucking weak. I hate crying. Its completely stupid cause nikki and nada don't care at all.