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I regained my composure. I refrained myself from crying. Now my arm hurts like fuck.

I just had fucking fucked up thoughts just now... umm...

"I liked it better when I had no friends." "I rather have no friends than go through this crap""when it ends and a friendship is lost. Will she make me choose between her and him?" Sounds immature and I regret thinking it. You guys are the best things that ever happened to me.