While reading sawsys blog I was inspired to write another entry.
I woke up this morning with that thought. That same thought I always have when I wake up.
Gah! I want to go one day without that stupid thought. Its pointless really trying to get rid of it with all enmity I felt. Apparently my hatred isn't enough to have that thought removed. I wish I could just sleep and never wake.
Why did I just allow myself to get hurt. stupid me.
I should stop now before Ren starts worrying about me again.